Commute in A Strange Body in New York
Xinyue Huang
I erase my fingerprints in order to see you.
I hold my sneeze in order to hear.
I shake hands with sleeves, take off AirPods more than necessary.
I acquire a diet that most people agree with, listen to a French radio which sounds to me like
music wordless. I collect my crushed accent from the ground — they are
the cigarette butts. I read the menu, only comprehending colors.
My Uber rider rating gets lowered because I cried in the backseat once
loudly in Chinese. In Chinese, “heart moves” means falling in love. My heart moves. My mother
moves
the iron. My mother seasons. My mother opens her mouth twice a day and does her hundredth
Covid test. My motherboard now buzzes like a sewer cascade as it runs and burns my lap.
Ask the revolving door — why for one to get in, one needs to get out?
What does the moon say about the flows in the market?
I want to fly last minute so I have the driver stop at a KFC — I go in
to get my wings, packed in a paper bag.
Xinyue Huang
is a bilingual poet who writes and publishes in both English and Chinese. Currently an MFA candidate in poetry at NYU, her work has been published or is forthcoming in The Georgia Review, Hayden’s Ferry Review, Bellevue Literary Review, Pigeon Pages, among others. She was a semi-finalist for the 2021 Joy Harjo Poetry Contest, a finalist for the 2022 Black Warrior Review Poetry Prize, and the winner of the 2023 Loraine Williams Poetry Prize.